This term we are using the Manas Chakra as our guide for exploration, a little-known chakra which has 8 multicoloured petals, pointing to different points on the compass. See earlier posts for more information about this fascinating chakra and the ancient texts where it is described.
This week we are focusing on the petal which points to the south. The universal mother text tells us “when attention comes to rest in the black southern petal then thought breaks up your anger.”
It is important to understand that the usage of chakras was largely as visualization tools, as an aid to contemplative meditation practices. It is also important to understand that the chakras were thought to be threaded like flowers onto the central energetic stem of the body (in front of the spine), and therefore we should visualize them as three dimensional in the body, pointing front, back and to the sides, rather than 2 dimensional (which is how they are often drawn) with the petals just pointing up and down.
The information on this chakra starts at the East. This makes sense as we know that in traditional yoga practice of the time, practices were done in the early morning facing the rising sun- to the east. Therefore, the Eastern petal is towards the front of the body and the western petal points behind. The Southern Petal then, by logic points to the right of the body.
Why is this important? Well at about the level of this chakra, which is above the navel and under the diaphragm sits the liver…. The liver is a large organ and is important in digesting food and eliminating toxins from the body. In Traditional Chinese Medicine the liver is thought to be associated with anger, resentment, frustration, irritability, bitterness, and flying off the handle in rage.
I find the co-incidence of this text pointing us directly towards the liver to dissolver anger interesting. It makes sense as we also remember that there was no distinction between the body and the mind.
So how can yoga help dissolve anger? We start by listening to the wisdom of this text to bring our awareness to it. Once we are aware of something then we are able to allow it to soften and flow. Often emotions become stagnant when we avoid them or ignore them. Yoga by its nature helps us to be more intentional with where we place our attention.
Once we can recognize anger, then we can soften, soothe and allow it to move through us. Turning towards ourselves with compassion, using massage on the liver and kidney area can be helpful to this. Gentle twists can also massage the connective tissues around the organs as can using the breath, especially longer exhale breaths. I've drawn a bit of a short sequence you can try to bring gentle awareness to the liver when angry- I'll explain these more in classes, especially the banana child pose!
Today on Mothers day, I am revisiting and reflecting on my studies from a few years ago on the Universal mother.
This teaching is a translation of an amazing tantric scroll, which dates to about 1000 years ago, translated by Sanskrit scholar Chris Tompkins in 2014.
The scroll depicts a beautiful 12 chakra system, as well as teachings for embodying the Universal mother.
I had the pleasure of seeing a variation of this scroll, and other similar artwork, when it toured Australia in 2009 as part of the Goddess- divine energy art exhibition. It was truly a remarkable piece of art and history that I am so pleased I got to see with my own eyes – it was just under 4 metre long and beautifully detailed.
In my reflections today am reminded that mother is first and foremost an energy, not a person.
All of us embody the qualities of mother at varies times as it is the universal energy of life. Many of us mentor, support, nurture and inspire each other, all qualities of mother energy. We also all contain desire for love and intimacy, also associated with mother energy.
The Jagd Matr text poetically describes the chakras as a garland of lotuses strung on the central stem of the sushumna nadi (the central energy channel of the body). The soul is described like a bee, that resides in the top most chakra, and is encouraged through the practices described in the text to visit all the chakras, collect the nectar from each and then settle down in the chakra of the heart as the humsa (or unification of the in breath and the exhale breath in the heart space).
The Universal Mother in this chakra scroll is understood to be the ground of being, the highest reality that contains the whole of the Universe in her very being. The scroll lists 50 “little mothers” which are the divinities of each petal of the 6 main chakras. The goddesses are represented by all the letters of the Sanskrit alphabet.
The practices described in the text were previously lost (or not shared widely) and are based on mantra (sound vibration), pranayama (breathing practices) and meditation. Asana is understood to be the throne on which we sit to do the practices, and the practices were undertaken by householders who were likely to have been initiated, but not living away from their family and daily responsibilities.
The recent translation of this scroll challenges some previously assumed knowledge of these practices, and gives us a different seed syllable sound for each chakra, as well as different deities than in other chakra writings from the last 100 years made popular by the Theosophical society.
The text interestingly uses the term yoginam to refer to both male and female practitioners, in contrast to the later dated scrolls which only use the masculine term yogi, highlighting the feminist nature of the entire scroll, and the importance of the energy of mother to everyone.
If you are curious about this chakra system and some of the practices it describes, I will be sharing some that I use from this at the Winter Solstice Kind-fulness retreat.
I have spent this period of limited teaching to reflect more on my practice – what do I want to gain from my practice, how does it need to change, adapt and grow. I have found myself coming back to a text I first studied in 2014, to understand my own mind, and to help me sit with significant changes in my body at this time.
I have been studying tantric yoga over the last decade with a range of teachers. The text I have recently revisited is a translation by Sanskrit scholar Christopher Tompkins who translated the Kubjikopaniṣad (‘Secret Teachings of the Kubjikā Tantra’), and the ‘Universal Mother’ (Jagad Mātṛ) Chakra Scroll . These texts are from Kashmir and date around the 11th century.
This Universal Mother text describes a system of 12 chakras (the chakra system we are most familiar with in the West comes from one particular text and shows 7 chakras. In classes we have previously also explored a 5 chakra system- see previous blog posts on chakras here) Chakra systems were chosen for practice depending on what you wanted to use them for. Chakras are both thought to be “real” as they represent energy locations in the body, as well as metaphors, and are predominately tools for meditative practice.
In the Jagad Mātṛ, the 12 chakra system here represents the journey of the soul visualized as a bee, who is invited to visit the 50 petals of the various chakras in this system to gather the nectar and wisdom from all of our embodied human experience. The Chakras as visualized as threaded onto the central channel of the body. (Sushumna Nadi). Each petal represents its own quality, or little goddess.
The 5th Chakra in this 12 chakra system is the Manas chakra. Physically located in the body 10 fingers above the navel, which is often the base of the ribs. I have been fascinated with this chakra since studying this text in 2014 and have decided to focus just on this one chakra for term two. (yes, it has taken me 7 years to sit with the wisdom of this chakra to feel confident enough to explore it in my teaching!)
The term Manas chakra means “Centre of the mind”. The ancient yogis did not distinguish a separate body and mind, instead they understood us to have one body-mind. The manas chakra is the location for this body mind. It was described as our divinity mind – where our awareness is expanded into our full potential. And to reach our full potential, we need an understanding of how our thoughts and emotions influence our behaviour, and how we can chose to be with different thoughts and emotions.
There are 8 petals of this chakra and they are all of a different colour. (Each chakra has its own colour scheme in this system-(let go of the idea of chakras being rainbows!). Each petal also has its own direction of the compass.
Chakras are visualized and/or felt as spinning vortexes along our central channel. Because we usually see the chakras depicted visually and therefore outside of ourselves, we often imagine a centre in front of us, with petals reaching around, up and down, like we are drawing it on a flat piece of paper.
In this system we are encouraged to experience the centre of the chakra along the stem of our central channel, like it has been pierced- with the petals expanding from this centre three dimensionally into our body – towards the front, back and sides of the body. The petals, like any flower can open or close. In the centre of this Manas chakra lives a fire swan called the Hamsa. (not drawn in my diagram! ) This swan can travel to each of the petals and use the energy of the petal (or its opposite) to help transform our thinking, and help us to achieve our expanded state of being.
The Manas chakra acknowledges that we have many styles of thinking and emoting. The mind was thought of as an ocean and thoughts like its many waves. The early yogis were the first to encourage us to surf our thoughts and emotions and feelings, to encourage us to understand and not identify with the many different states of mind that come and go. We are encouraged to “behold” or accept and not suppress our thoughts, knowing that they will subside with time.
The 8 petals are conceptualized as:
East – translucent white – Virtuous – a reminder that we need discipline, and remembering of our innate goodness. When we are stuck here we often get caught in perfectionism and harsh self judgements.
Southeast – red- Sleepiness- a reminder that we need to rest, that sometimes our minds become dull. When we get stuck here we are not able to think critically, and live like in a dream like state.
Southern – Black – Anger- an acceptance of our dark thoughts – towards others and ourselves. If we are here without awareness we can become cruel, malicious, hurtful, and if we are here with awareness we can let anger flow and dissolve and be useful energy for change.
Southwest – Blue – Benevolence or impartiality – a way of transforming selfishness into an awareness of the suffering of others. Being stuck here may lead to aloofness or uncaring.
West – Brown – Fiery Bliss/Joy- those moments of awe, wonder and ecstasy. We know when we get tuck here as we chase moments of pleasure, often through things we become addicted too - social media, alcohol hard work outs etc.
Northwestern – Green- Thoughts as light rays – this is a reminder that we can transform moments of overwhelm into clarity and be literally inspired by the light. When we are here without awareness we are often over thinking, overwhelmed and not clear on what we need.
Northern – Yellow- Comical – A reminder that play is important and we can use humour, laughter and fun to transform our thoughts and emotions. When we get stuck here we don't take anything seriously.
Northwestern – Maroon – Creativity and insight. This is the petal where new ideas spring from. Its opposite is default mode- being stuck in habitual modes of thinking, feeling and acting and not being in the moment.
An awareness and exploration of this chakra and its eight petals gives us tools and insights into our body/mind. On what petal do we habitually spend time? What petals are hard for us to notice? Can we deliberately move our awareness to a particular petal to create a mood, or to move us when we are stuck, or to encourage acceptance of how we are?
It is important to remember that we were seen as being born self actualized – this is something that we need to uncover or remember (not create or develop!) and that all of our human experiences, including, suffering, anger are valid experiences, and that we will need to visit these petals at times – and this is ok.
In this coming 8 week term, we are applying the technique of “kindfulness”- approaching our body and mind with a kind awareness to explore each of these petals, using asana, breath, meditation and relaxation and mantra techniques.
In the Winter Solstice half day retreat we will lean into the darkness of this period and explore the 12 chakra system of the Universal mother as a way of integrating all aspects of ourselves. We will hopefully be using the labyrinth as well as some special chakra meditations to be with the 50 petal goddesses that live within.
Yoga, as I am sure you all know by now is translated as unity, connection, oneness. It invites us not only to connect with ourselves, but with our environment, and communities.
We cant be truly connected without compassion, however. Compassion is the strength to centre others experiences not just our own, to contemplate realities that are different from how we experience reality, and to desire that all share in the joy's of life despite any differences we might have.
Self compassion is a way of connecting with ourselves. It is a way to acknowledge parts of us we may fear, or dislike, or perceive don't fit in with a projected norm. Connection and compassion are circular. We cant connect with ourselves without self compassion, and without self compassion it is hard to extend compassion to others.
I've become very interested lately in how I take compassion and self compassion from more than a good idea and into an embodied experience. How can I live self compassion?
I'm so grateful for this yoga practice. As I've been exploring embodied compassion it's become clear that the fascia - the connective tissue is such an important system for this. There are some who reckon our consciousness resides in our fascia. It's an interesting idea. The fascia wraps, holds and sustains our organs, bones and muscles. The fascia responds to hydration, like fluffing pillows, gentle movements allow us to find easeful ways of moving. I've noticed that moving along the different facial lines can help ease my pain, increase feelings of contentment and help to truly embody self compassion.
Skillful yoga practices are often skillful because of the way we layer or combine mindfulness techniques with how we move. Here are my top three ways I've been using to embody compassion using yogic techniques:
1. Use intention. (San- kalpa).
Practicing movement while repeating a particular word to wish to embody, such as equanimity, joy etc can bring this to the forefront when moving. We all know instinctively words are powerful. Unkind words from others hurt. Unkind words to ourselves hurt too. It makes sense then that kind words soothe, inspire and motivate. Repetition of words that inspire compassion can be so powerful to invoke those feelings to all of our cells.
Watch out for habitual patterns of movement. The simple act of paying attention is our most powerful tool.
Knowledge is power. When we know how we move we can make choices and apply discernment. How can we be more varied in our movement diet? What to I need less of? What soothes and calms?
3. Regulate the nervous system with the breath.
It is hard to be compassionate if we are activated in the hind part of the brain and are in survival mode of flight/ flight. From this place many things look and feel like a threat. The breath helps us befriend the nervous system so it can switch off as well as on, and helps bring us to a feeling of peace, calm and yes, compassion for ourselves and others.
This term in classes I invite you to share this exploration of embodied compassion with me. We will use a range of movement, self massage and mindfulness techniques from yoga and mind body somatic practices.
I am offering an 8 week term one class on Thursday evenings for $95. ( $90 concession). For those familiar with my classes you know that I rely on verbal cues, invitations for you to explore and find your own way, rather than visual cues. Nor do I generally offer hands on assists, as it is much more powerful for you to find your own way of being in your body, nor do I (or anybody else for that matter) know what the " correct" way a pose should look like in your body.
I really hope you can join me
2020 was an incredibly stressful year…
Even the most resilient of us probably felt at times overwhelmed, stressed and confused in 2020. Even for those of us who have found silver linings, navigating a year of challenging bushfires, increasing threat of global warming, a global pandemic, working from home, losing work, cancelling social events, and the rising awareness of the impacts of serious social and racial injustice in Australia and the world -take a toll.
A toll which we inevitably feel in the body – headaches, stomach aches, tight shoulders, clenched jaws, fatigue.
I certainly felt this toll in late December, and have had a quiet break slowly reconnecting with my body and my practice. I am choosing to describe my current practice as compassionate movement.
By developing a habit of compassionate movement, we can learn to embrace compassion in a way that it is felt in individual cells in the body, infused throughout our body through the tissues, muscles, bones, organs and fascia.
Think of it like steeping in compassion to flavour our lives, in the way a peppermint tea bag might flavour a cup of water.
So often, movement practices are seen as a way to “develop” our body, to change it in some way. Slower and mindful practices are seen often as lesser.
Embodied compassion is a way of knowing and accepting ourselves as we are, with an awareness that we are all human with a variety of strength, flaws and growth points.
We often mistakenly believe that if we stop being critical or hard on ourselves we will become lazy, or lose our motivation.
We know though that if we wanted to motivate a child, or our friend, we would be kind, encouraging, honest and supportive.
Embodied compassion is not just knowing we should be our own best friend, but living this truth.
Benefits of embodying compassion include:
•Greater acceptance of our bodies
•Greater choices in our actions
•Ease of movement
•Increased sense of trust in our body
•Increased immune function
•Tap into our inner wisdom
So, here's to a compassionate new year!
When counselling, I often use a ‘bucket model’ to describe self-care. It goes something like this. We all have a bucket with holes, and these holes mean that we get depleted of our life force as energy leaks through these holes. My holes look like working, taking care of my children, aging parents, and a few others. We all have these leaks; they are kind of unavoidable.
The nature of the challenges will change as life changes and some leaks are systemic. I recognise that as a white person with employment, I don't have the leaks associated with poverty or racism that others may do, but I do have the leaks associated with caring for someone with a disability etc.
The last 12 months in particular have been difficult for many of us. The many fire danger days here in the hills over summer, with temperatures in the 40s, bushfires action plans enacted and fires through the state, created a big hole in our buckets to start the year.
And then a global pandemic came...
These leaks lead to a range of responses in the central nervous system. When we are depleted, we can get easily emotionally overwhelmed. It can be hard to regulate emotions, we might get teary or irritable or confused. Perhaps we take out our frustrations by being short with the people around us. Or we might feel drained and have trouble concentrating etc.
And of course, we should plug these holes where we can. It is important to do an audit from time to time. For me time spent by children clearing up will plug some of my holes of living in a messy house….
But plugging holes is not enough -because life is stressful. There will always be car repairs, or broken fridges, or sick children or too much work. Or something else unexpected.
So, as well as plugging the holes we need to continuously top up our bucket, replenish ourselves, to ensure we don't run on empty.
The things that top us up are as varied as our leaks. Walks in nature, time with friends, laughing, caring for others are all examples. Many yoga and mindfulness practices are helpful bucket toppers.
The key to these energy bucket toppers is to make them intentional. Netflix binging leaves me with a hangover in the same way drinking might. It is never an activity that really tops me up, and can instead leave a bigger hole in that bucket, and usually this is because it is unintentional - just one more episode, rather than say a decision to watch a favourite movie because it fills me with delight.
Activities that provide genuine nourishment that we do intentionally are all acts of self-care.
Self Care September is a series of “Calls to Action”, a range of reflective, mindfulness, compassionate and yogic based exercises to experiment with to develop a daily habit of self-care.
This Self Care September, the call to action is to formalise self-care in your life, a little every day for 30 days. You are free to pick and choose actions as you wish, and to practice as often or as little as suits you. The original self-care September eBook had 30 different daily practices to play around with, drawing LARGELY from yoga and mindfulness and self-compassion practices, and you can utilise these practices or you may like just to focus on one practice and dive in deeply.
Join me to explore intentional acts of self-care, in order to nourish not only ourselves, but society collectively.
So, I'm curious- What are your best bucket toppers?
We have continued to explore the 8 limbs of yoga in our classes this term. I prefer to think of them as spokes of a wheel, as together, they lead us to an integrated whole. In each class I teach, the spokes are present to support us to explore new territory of our bodies and minds and to develop a smooth relationship with ourselves, which can lead to ease and wellbeing.
However much of a class is taken up with three parts of the yoga wheel. The Yoga Sutra, in the end of the chapter on embodiment, braids together the three practices of asana, pranayama and pratyahara. Each balances the other, and when threaded together create a stronger support for each other.
Asana is posture, and we are advised to be steady and ease-ful in our posture
Pranayama is breath awareness, and we are encouraged to develop a smooth and steady breath and to be mindful of the inhalation, exhalation and pauses between.
Pratyahara is the blossoming of concentration as our senses are drawn towards a singular object and distractions are minimised.
Today in our morning class we did a simple experiment. While sitting, we lifted one leg and open and closed the knee. On the other side, we did the same physical movement, but at the same time we added a breath awareness, we inhaled to straighten the leg, and exhaled to close.
When we observed the effects of this practice, many could feel a distinct difference between the two legs- some of us even needed to re-do the first side with the breath awareness to feel an evenness in the knees.
So what was going on? The same movement, but with breath awareness and co-ordination drew our attention deeper – we noticed less boredom and wandering of the mind- better concentration and focus.
Asana- pranayama-pratyahara. The key threads of yoga practice
And this reflects how I weave my classes. We practice movement co-ordinated with breath awareness, of the inhale, exhale and pauses, and this draws out attention inward. Our senses are then less distracted by external and internal distractions and our concentration and focus improves.
Try the experiment yourself and let me know what you notice.
This week we explored the first limb of yoga- Yama.
Yamas are values we are invited to cultivate in our interactions with others, the environment and ourselves.
Like all of yoga, they are practices not something we are needing to perfect.
In my daily practice, I have been bringing the yamas to the mat by physically locating them in space, and then connecting movement through that space as a way of exploring the qualities of the yamas. Associating the yamas in space is an aid to memory, and heped me develop a range of short at home practice sequences, which we explored this week in classes.
Some of you asked for some more info so you can practice at home. Below is a summary of each yama with the Sanskrit name, and possible English translations or concepts that I am working with with each. You may have a different take. I have then listed the space and different movements that connect me to each quality. Feel free to create your own sequence to play around with at home!
Ahimsa- Non Harming. Compassion, kindness. space above. Raising arms, reaching up, toe balance.
Satya- truthfulness, openness, vulnerability, receiving feedback. space below. Folding forwards, touching the ground, child's pose.
Asteya-non stealing, integrity, following through, respecting others time, knowledge and experience. Space in front. Chair pose, cat pose.
Brahmacharya, Balance moderation, containment of energy, healthy boundaries. Space behind. Warrior 3, arms behind, back leg lifted, Dog pose.
Aparigraha, Non possessiveness. Not over consuming, wanting what we have, sustainability. Space to the sides. Side beds, triangle, gate pose.
Always start and finish with a checking in in a neutral place, Tadasana, easy rest etc and allow yourself to become aware of the effects of the practice to end.
It is often tradition to dedicate the fruits of your practice to the benefit of all beings so you may like to try this to end.
let me know how these qualities show up in your week.
We are exploring Niyamas next week, hope to see you.
Beginnings are important
This is especially so in the opening of that great text, the Yoga Sutra.
Both a title, and a précis of what the Yoga Sutras offer all in that short opening line.
Yoga- Wholeness; Connection
Anu –within, here
shasanam- Instructions; teachings, how to find something.
So in the beginning, Patanjali is telling us the way to finding wholeness is within Here, Now.
Sophocles says a short saying often contains much wisdom. The Yoga Sutras are a gallery of short sayings that on their own and collectively contain much wisdom. Especially, in this beginning. There are many translations on the words of the Sutra. The words are great to ponder, but I’m also interested in the tone. How does this beginning sound? How I read this line in my head can change my entire approach to the text.
I can read it as a title.
‘Now, here is the teaching on Yoga’.
But this sounds dry, lifeless, boring. It doesn’t inspire me to read on. I lose focus, skip ahead to find more important bits, and don’t connect with the meaning of the words. I lose interest.
I also can hear it in my head as an instruction.
Now! Here is the way to wholeness!
Yes here! Now! In this moment. I know something you don’t. Pay attention. You may learn something.
It sounds a bit authoritarian. I’m scared to read further. I become alienated by my own swelling sense of fear and dread that I’m not worthy for this information, I’m not ready.
But what if I read this line as an offering.
“Now”; (gentle voice) “here” (even softer) “is wholeness”
Go-on. Take it. It’s ok.
You can hold it.
I’ll help you.
Hearing the first Yoga Sutra in this soft offering voice gives me strength, calmness and confidence that this material is really meant for me. As I am now. I don’t have to wait until I am more schooled in Sanskrit, or more aligned in trikonasana, or longer in my breath.
Here, as I am, now, is ok.
Wholeness- Yoga -Connection is available.
I don’t even need to reach out and take it.
It’s offered, freely available.
And because the Here can be hard, Patanjali is soothing the way, offering me guidance in the journey. Letting me know that there are tools available to use to stay in the Here and Now, and he can help me access them.
And I want to turn up the palms of my hands and accept the offering, and come in to this teaching, into the wholeness of the moment. And I’m ready to be guided through the wisdom of the Sutras.
Now, Here; is wholeness.
Let's begin again
See you Thursday